And The Tide Keeps Changing…

Another day so far outside the bell jar! Hope!  Things keep on keeping on and the tides change regardless of how I or you feel and will continue at least until we manage to kill the mother…

My friends, who I don’t always listen to, stop by and pay their respect, and I cry.  The news, is always depressing these days and I think back to when I was little and we used to rush to watch the night news as it was always lively and interesting and not always about murder and mayhem…and I cry…

The fact is for over a year and a half, I have tried to be a cheerleader for life, for hope, for the future. And I have tried over and over, different drugs, different routines, feeling that a partial remission for my troubles and others was just around the corner… 1 in 20 people are misdiagnosed they report. After all it is true they are “practicing” medicine!

I must try harder to listen to my inner voice, to hear what is really wrong inside and what will work or help and hopefully avoid another guinea pig journey.  Let’s just try for another day outside of the bell, just one more day, one more day.

Then maybe I can return to being a cheerleader and quit whining!


About C. Matusky

Owner of retail online store selling items for gifts and to help folks like myself who have chronic pain conditions.
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